Understanding.

most of the time, I need times to be spend with myself and I'm sure that all of the people are thinking the same way out there.


okay, let's be honest. I meant not to hurt anyone but sometimes I got annoyed by the calls made by someone and it's sickening more when that someone doesn't get what I'm actually thinking by not answering his calls or messages.


yea, I know he's just trying to find somebody to accompany and I do know he got not much friends either but hell, I needed some space too ! and not to mention, the acts made me feel so weird and awkward for it's a bit gay and creepy.
sigh, seriously sometimes I feel like not knowing him at the first place. anyhow, he's still a kind person, I know. but it's freakin' me out most of the time.


be more understanding please. not just me who wanted to say like that.
sigh.

Paris o, Paris

firstly, do not misunderstood, I'm not going Paris, still.
okay, Paris Hilton's a bxtch, but she sings awesome songs, and she's smokin' hot too !


 


p/s : when you got nothing to do, you'll do stupid things like I'm doing now.

Lee DeWyze triumphs over Crystal Bowersox.

"Whether I win, which will be amazing, or I came in second, this is a new beginning for me career-wise and in my life," - Lee DeWyze before the show.


okay his winning doesn't surprise me at all as I'd expected he will be the winner. Mamasox was amazing and I'm sure that she deserves the champion
as well.

anyways,
Lee's the man !!!

Bored.

Look, I can take good picture with my mobile's camera !

LoL. -.-

-.-

I found it's annoying to see some people trying to turn facebook into the next Friendster. :L

Idol Season 9

so into American Idol for this season. lots of great vocals and please do not compare to our so-called " Malaysian Idol " or any singing TV shows in the country, it's shameful that the top 3 in Malaysian Idol are not even a match to the top 20 in American Idol. no wonder we've got only 2 Idols so far since last few years where our " second Idol " was borned.


okay stop complaining on how ashamed I am. If you're on Idol fever you'll know that the top 2 finalist are Crystal and Lee. errr, Casey's good too but I'm not quite a big fans of him so his leaving made no impact on me.

stop messing with the top 2's pictures. sorry if I offended anyone of you. I was just trying to do something stupid here. okay no more bull-shitting and back to the point again. these two are the best for this season undisputed. hate them ? watch this !!!

Good Morning, or Afternoon

spent most of the morning working out, on the blog template and eventually nothing comes out. and then I finally decided to leave the lousy skin just like the day I started to use it as my default template.


okay, big morning, I'd slept earlier yesterday but it doesn't make me feel any better/charged in the morning though.

Struggles

working on the new blog is really killing me. I've got no idea how or what template or whatsoever should be use and well, after such long time for not updating nor care about the blog I managed, the feeling was a bit awkward when I starts to post something on it, again.

okay back to the topic. why struggle ?


first, I'm now working in a place and field that I don't like at all and I'm forced to stay for another month due to the shortage of employees here.well, I hate to admit it but if I do quit this job I'll be broke and that means I can't go shop anymore, which also equals to no more leisure activities for me.


second, father said I shall wait, and yea, AGAIN. and the waiting period makes me wonder/consider again, and again, and again on what should I actually do now so that I will not waste my precious youth time.

third, on the halfway typing I realised my eyes are dry and painful. so I go check my bag for eyesdrop but it happened to be I left it inside the toilet at home. SSSS


this is really frustrating. Duh...


XOXO, be back soon.

I'm back

okay for some reason I had to close my previous blog. do not ask me why, it's just because I gets emo when I read back on what I'd post. oh, not to mention I got frustrated when I know that my "previous plans" ain't going nowhere, whole bunch of thanks to my dear father.


anyways, I'll be continue to post some shit happened to me here so stay tuned.


XOXO