Ta-da!

A wonderful come back of mine. Well, I'm doing real fine, the depression has gone as I'm no longer working in that depressing office. One week I'm unemployed, and my wallet is running out of cash. (there's not much left in the bank account, as usual) Do not ask me I spent them on what, because neither do I got the idea where and when the heck I'd used the money. tsk, tsk. yeah, I'm a poor money saver. Alright. I always say I'm working on my plan yet I never really take any action for it. This time, I had actually made a move by renewed my passport, and translated my birth certificate. Yes, stick to the old plan, I'm still going to France. Relying on my family's financial situation right now, I will only worsen the crisis if I enrol for private college now so why not take the advantage of my father for having friends at overseas and work for them to earn myself some pocket money and support my family a little? Okay, when I say taking advantage of somebody else, it doesn't mean in a negative way. I'll do whatever I can just to entertain people around me, but definitely not in crimes or anything bad. (different story if it brings more and irresistable fortunes) Yeah, I was just kidding, lol. Right, I'm quite sure that all of the relatives got the news out from nowhere and spreaded out faster than I had expected. But until now, as long as the flight ticket hasn't be confirmed, I can't guarantee anything. What I can say now is, like I always said, I will try my best, I will try my best, again, and again. People got no faith in me, my parents, my relatives, my friends, and even myself couldn't assure that I'll be having what kind of life when I'm there since I'm always this joker kind of guy and never take anything seriously. But who knows? The only thing I can assure is, I can finally get out of this crappy life of mine here; no more family arguments, no more annoying sister, no more eyesore peers, and no more lousy BN. If you ask me is there anything that can make me stay, I'll say NO, NO, NO, and I'd like a window seat, please. XOXO.

MTV Worldstage 2010.

no words can describe my feeling for the MTV Worldstage 2010 last Saturday at Sunway Lagoon! I get to see my California Gurl, Wonder Girls and Tokio Hotel! (forget that Bunkace, I'm totally not a fans of them.) and this is so daarn cool I tell you guys!!!!

went out early in the morning to do some shopping and then straightly head to the queue. the queue was so LOOOOOOOONG! plus standing like 2 hours under the hot blazing sun, I got myself some Lindsay's freckles on my back, lol! okay, I am bad. I should stand my place far behind the queue but I ended up in front with my friend and his. and then we sticked together and moved like a tank once the queue started to move. 

the crowd is CRAZY! all pushing and squeezing to get into the park. lucky me for having such big size, no one can move me. once we got into the park and reached the dried pool, we actually standing at a not so bad point to watch the show. the show starts with all the MTV VJ's from Korea, China, and Japan. oh, not to forget Utt, they are so extremely extraordinarily exceptionally good looking!

not bad really the view from where I stood at first, somehow, as time passed by and I got pushed behind, the photos my lousy mobile camera captured these:

my camera already takes poor photos but I got forced further behind and hell, this is one of the lousiest photo I got. WONDER BLURS!! okay forget bout this, it doesn't matter as long as I can get to see my Katy Perry. but then the only pissed thing is my phone ran out of battery before my Katy's performance! how shit!

see that guy standing beside me with the beret? know what he did? after the rain everything is WET, and he's wearing no raincoat that time. so literally he's all wet and soaked, so do his beret, but he swings his beret for so many times that the water "spilled" out from the beret to me and my friends' face. Imagine how hot the sun is when he's standing under when waiting outside the park and he might never wash his hair, it made me feel like puking. burh!

like I said, as long as my California Gurl is performing, I'll stand until I die. I LOVE KATY PERRY.

*I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock~Your peacock, cock, cock* -Katy

Totally random.

okay, apparently I've been snake-d into Malacca and had a blast weekends with friends. although it's not a big group tour and my legs are pain as hell for walking here and there, as long as I'm having fun, it doesn't matter.


well, well, well. I have to say tonnes of things happened. lots of surprises, and lots of frustrations. surprises are not to be reveal, 'cause I've got SOMEBODY watching at the back. so, figure this surprise out by your own.
frustrations? yeah, sure did! watching people around you changed into another person is definitely not an easy one. let's be clear. I do know and I can still accept the fact that it's absolutely normal that a person change, according to the position he/she's in, BUT not into an unreasonable one. Picking up fights with me without letting me know what the problem is will only make me an explosive. got to be frank that till now I'm still kind of pissed. sorry to tell but you'd really got on my nerve these days.


Jennie's going back to Australia very soon. we'd spent time during the trip to Malacca and dinners. although we know each other not that long and we can hardly know what's in our mind, I just get the feeling that she's a good friend. well, for those who know me well, I'd rather die than giving compliments, even if I'm giving one, please note that it is a sarcasm. this time is different. she's a really good friend! I'm saying this because she bribed me with (organic) chocolate from Australia. and guess whose JENNIE~

done, skip to another. okay, I "tweet-ed" lately. although I didn't know how does it works out but I enjoy following my 'best friends': Paris and Perez Hilton, lol. well, guess I'll have to change my name into Piranha Hilton someday later, so I may be famous as them one day. *cough*

 *copyrights reserved.*

Hey guys we are
Paris : Paris Hilton
Perez : Perez Hilton
Me    : Piranha Hilton


......
yes, call me Piranha Hilton, when I'm famous. XOXO

Random thoughts.

everyone knows, I'm just way too much of a talker. sometimes, even me, myself can get irritated of me, myself for talking that much. but, I'll have to say, everywhere I goes, there's no silence, and hey, it's a good thing as I keep everyone entertained, or irritated.  okay, I know, not really a good thing to talk that much. so, time to seal off my mouth(and hands) from crapping non stop here.

okay, now back to what I was thinking this few days(or weeks as I don't remember since when I'd been so into thinking something random) what if this, what if that. I've been neglected my brain pretty long ago and now it was like uncontrollable, tonnes of stuffs are being scan and analyze automatically for no particular reasons. there is one thing that gave me some sleepless nights, okay, old case in high school. yeah, I know some are my faults undeniable. but is being straight forward a crime? quite frankly, I appreciate those who speaks truth rather than those who play with words. and I know that no one likes to hear when it is not flattering but does it hurt to know the truths? why they find it's hard to accept criticizes? I don't get it.

story goes on, my days in high school aren't that dull actually. I met friends, I joked with teachers, it was like a little-bit-downgraded version life I have to say if compared with life in secondary school's but overall it's a... well, not bad one. and, great, misunderstanding ruined it all.

time passed, and people changed. as I'm getting older(sounds like I'm already an old man. LOL) I realized, there are all kinds of people lingering around; freaks, fashion icons, good guys and mean ones and what I hate the most will be those people who think they are good in everything. it's sort of frustrating that I can't name out them here. and I'm afraid you guys have guess who they really are 'cause I'm not going to tell, at least I told myself not to get involved in any gossip.

and, I found that saying serious sorry to someone is so difficult! of course I wanted to apologize to some I hurt once but you know, unlike all the western people, I'm living in this hell that never says sorry. even when I got the feeling to be kind to them, ego stops me. damn my stupid all-I-care-is-my-dignity factor. well then, since apologizing is that hard, I decided to give life here a bitchy smirk and continue to be a bitch mean. blame me not, blame the life.

xoxo

Another rubbish.

I simply love this picture.
I like the way he knock his head on the bed,
and he's got mental problem, and not to mention his old-man-style-backache.
There's nothing else can make me happy other than seeing this unbeatable-dumbass doing something stupid.

Shino See Chia How, a super duper dumb dumb.

 

Turned 20.

5th of June, Saturday,
 my dear Willie's birthday.

he has been complaining bout he bought me meal for my birthday last year but I bought him nothing in return during his birthday so, for the very first time, I decided to treat him something even better, Japanese buffet in One Utama.(seriously I'm so petty that I never treat anyone a meal before). he said he's an avid bitch so I think this would be the best for him as I think he's going to finish all the food as much as he like, and I can save some money. I mean, hey, it's buffet meal, and you can eat until you explode and I don't have to pay the bill according to the dishes ordered. somehow the price was unexpected and I paid "highly" in the end, all thanks to the King's birthday, the price is higher than the normal one.


for reasons unclear, Willie has been my best pal for already 13 years though we were like some sort of enemy back to the days in Primary One. Oh yeah I remembered. He just can't admit that he lost to me in everything and oh, I mean everything, and I'm pissed off with his mama boy attitude so I attacked him with words. as the result, this spoilt baby called his mom and give me a hell of lecture in school.

it was the old days and after the incidents, we're like brothers to each other til now unlike all the primary school's friends, which I used to labelled them my good friends. pretty sorry that things turned out this way but as I always says, making friends isn't about quantity, is quality that matters.

back to the topic again, Willie,(he hates to hear we call him Willie a.k.a Willy) got himself bunch of food and ended up can't finish them. later, we went for movie.

seriously this is a movie for kids. piglets doing synchronized dance, magic wand and etc. okay, I like this kind of movie. even though I'm a bit old for it. Harry Potter, Narnia, Water Horse, Spiderwick are my favourite movies. and I don't care what Lauren Heng says. he's just jealous of my perfect sense in kiddos' movies. I LOVE NANNY McPHEE.

before movie we went for shopping. Willie's got a magic card,(a card that you can use to buy things without using cash) and he doesn't want to use it much. I called him petty boy.

look at this photo. obviously I'm standing behind, so I'm not the one who comes with the idea of taking picture in the fitting room. I mean showing off their lovely faces in the fitting room. 


oh for reasons unclear, again, I forgot to mention Lauren Heng eh? yes we went for lunch and movie together. he was awkward that time I don't know why 'cause when there's only me and Lauren, he's extremely talkative and bitchy. I think maybe it happened because of Willie-effect. oh Willie I think you should call or sms Lauren to update yourself more often, so that next time he will become a complete bitch like me you.


lastly, xoxo

Understanding.

most of the time, I need times to be spend with myself and I'm sure that all of the people are thinking the same way out there.


okay, let's be honest. I meant not to hurt anyone but sometimes I got annoyed by the calls made by someone and it's sickening more when that someone doesn't get what I'm actually thinking by not answering his calls or messages.


yea, I know he's just trying to find somebody to accompany and I do know he got not much friends either but hell, I needed some space too ! and not to mention, the acts made me feel so weird and awkward for it's a bit gay and creepy.
sigh, seriously sometimes I feel like not knowing him at the first place. anyhow, he's still a kind person, I know. but it's freakin' me out most of the time.


be more understanding please. not just me who wanted to say like that.
sigh.