20.

if for numerous time things went wrongly, you will eventually realize that you are the source where the problems came from. and for countless time I had cheated myself, telling that everything is gonna be in the way at the end, and keep on living in my dream. cousins' talks on Monday was like a big hit on my head, and it wakes me out of the hell.
yes, cousins' help sure is much better than any of the elder in the family. they do know what's in my mind, not much, but at least they can guess what's inside my head as they are just elder by me few years.


I'm 20 this year. there's still a long way for me to go in order to get what I wanted. as YingFei said, don't live in denial anymore.
I know I've wasting too much of time waiting for an answer that would take me so long. thus, waste no time, I need to confirm everything and work for my future. further my studies will be my first priority. and I know this will cause another commotion in the family. but I'll do well. 


lastly, here's a song for my summer. sharing is caring.

XOXO.

GG-ed.

I got my "bitchiness" from GG.

and I can't missed a single episode of it.

if I'm allowed to watch it 24/7, I'll watch it 48/14.

I love Blair the most.♥

haha, I know! I know it's pretty annoying, and disgusting that a big guy like me are so into GG but, hey, who says guys can't watch GG?

anyways, it's fun to watch. for those who has never been in any drama, yet, this is a good vessel to educate yourself. watch and learn, this can help you to prevent yourself from being drag into all the fugly dramas when you're "old enough", or, at least save yourself from being kill by it, lol.

and so, XOXO

Ignorance.

being ignorance's a bliss.


hell yeah, I found this is extremely useful sometimes. for instance, there's someone who commented something nonsense on my page in Facebook and when I replying all the comments and skip his, the next time I get back to that post, his comment would "vanish". how cute of him. I think he just can't accept the fact that he's no longer in my concern. heh, funny.


my dear,what goes around comes around.
enjoy the hit of Karma.

Why blog?

okay if someone ask me, "why blog?" I'll say I blog to gain attention from the world.
nah, I blog for nothing. or, more likely, a self-indulgence. LOL
there's so much of things happens and so little time for me to slow down and enjoy! thus, I decided to make notes to remind myself in what I'd actually did and feels in everything. (although I'll only update when I feel the urge to, or when I'm darn free)


what I thought is, memories are important and I'm sure that no one can afford to lose any piece of them.